Dark Times

Obviously, my plan of posting weekly fell through smh . . . never thought working remotely would be so hectic. The entire month of April & May I worked an average of 12 hours a day, eating fast food because by the time I finished working, it was 8 pm and I was hungry. As …

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I got feelings . . .

This Quarantine is no joke. Living alone with just you and your thoughts for WEEKS is not healthy. I felt so unhealthy a couple of weeks ago that my 2.5 years of no symptoms decided to end. Stomach pain, frequent trips to the bathroom returned, and just feeling uncomfortable all day, every day. Immediately I …

I’ll be back . . . .

"It's been a long time I shouldn't have left you . .. " I can't believe I have not posted since 2018! 2019 was a crazy busy year filled with traveling, new job, new men lol A lot going on, then 2020 comes and literally the world stops! It's funny because in January I said …

It’s been a long time . .

It's been almost a year since I've posted and it was hard to understand why until recently. .  . I've been dealing with the big "D" in 2018, depression. It's sad because I started the year on such a high note, I believed. The last time I wrote I left a job and living situation …

Happy New Year! . . . Ugh . . . :(

So . . . it's less than an hour until the New Year and everyone on social media are posting New Year resolutions and all these positive messages "out with the old, in with the new!" etc. But let's be real, its not like next week is going to be amazing and wonderful just because …

IBD is annoying . . . .

I have missed doing the things i love, like writing for this blog . . . Past few months have been annoying! I refuse to say hard because overall i'm living a good life and is now grateful i'm healthy again . . "now" is the keyword. Last time I chatted with you I was …

Well it was nice while it lasted . . . :(

Eh . . . Remission was fun while it lasted, or maybe I'm jumping the gun! I'll know for sure on Tuesday, have an endoscopy and colonoscopy scheduled . . .  sighs Bleeding and having bloody stools has been consistent for the past month so I finally forced myself to go see my GI, I …

A wonderful visit :)

I've been feeling kind of down lately and my current flare up proves it. Stress is definitely a trigger for me and I almost had an accident a couple of days ago to prove it. Not really appealing at 31 years old but I digress lol Whenever I'm down I'm not the most happy person …

IBD back at it again . . . :(

As I embark on my 31st first birthday tomorrow, I'm reflecting on how 2017 has been so far , and it's been a busy year. In addition, I've been eating what I want, not exercising, candy/soda galore. It was like YES! I'm on Remission so I'm going to eat everything I've denied myself for two …

Exhausted

I am beyond exhausted and vitamins are not working, other than excersize and improving my diet what can I do to get more energy? Or what should I remove from my diet?? I felt like the walking dead today and it's just Monday!!!